9) The capacity for trust
The capacity for trust is based on the
understanding that we live within a sacred reality and that God, by
whatever name God is called, is at the center. There is no aspect of
life that is not part of this sacred reality and so there is no part of
life that cannot be trusted. Without the fear of death operating in the
background, decisions can be made based on trust, and many possible
paths of exploration can be tried without fear being a necessary
component. The capacity for trust allows each one to develop the quality
of flexibility rather than rigidity, of creativity in relation to the
future rather than needing to repeat the past, and of a willingness to
try new solutions to problems that face the whole, rather than needing
to remain attached to any particular position or outcome.
Trust can only occur where God's presence is held to be
the center of one's inner reality and where that presence is experienced
as benevolent and loving in its many forms of creative expression. There
can be no trust where the self does not acknowledge a fundamental order to
the universe but rather holds to the view that things occur randomly, and
there can be no trust where the fabric of life is not perceived to be
fundamentally benevolent at its core. Trust can only occur when the self
comes to realize that life is held together by an intentionality that
is
God and is
within God, and that
Divine perfection operates in ways that are invisible to the physical eyes
but that are visible to the heart and soul. The basic premise that allows
the full flowering of trust is the realization that God is love, and that
out of this love comes the desire and intention to bring all of Creation
forward into the full experience of sacred reality and the consciousness
of the Divine.
Emotional factors limiting the experience of trust:
- The unwillingness to surrender control in life based
on fear of letting go
- The unwillingness to tolerate uncertainty and to live
in a state of unknowing
- Difficulty allowing others to be as real as oneself,
creating a narrowed vision of life in which trust cannot enter
- The desire to hold oneself at the center of life
rather than holding God at the center
Resolution within the experience of beauty:
To see life through the eyes of the soul is
to experience its beauty and wonder, and to appreciate the love and
holiness that created all that is. For some, this perception is
heightened in aspects of nature. For others, it is heightened in the
context of relationship where the soul of another can be perceived in
all its beauty, mystery, and wonder. The perception of beauty that
touches the soul creates an experience of gratitude and an opening of
the heart that lets the self know that something has been given that
could not have been attained by oneself. This something is perceived as
pure gift, and the blessing of being given to in whatever way the self
perceives this, causes an immediacy of perception of the goodness of
God. There may be areas within life in which the self does not
feel given to, but if the experience of beauty that is given is strong
enough and deep enough, it will gradually infuse every area of life and
the self will come to understand that God–as-Goodness and as the giver
of that which is most valued and precious, is present within every area
of life, whether one feels it to be so or not.